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Posted by HeeSan 기산 on 12:28:00 PM

开学至今已经一个星期了！要问我对这个星期有什么感想的话，应该就和我今天的题目一样吧！

为什么会这么说呢？其实说实在的，上个星期根本就没有什么lecture，所以我的感想并不包括lecture方面… 反而是我周遭的人… 回来后才慢慢发觉似乎每个人都变了，变得和上学期不一样！或许他们没变，或许变的是我，又或许这才是真正的他们，只是我不曾了解他们罢了…许多许多的或许，可从来不知道哪一个才是真正的或许… 无奈丫…

回想上个学期，每晚一起吃饭、一起聊天、讲是非… 虽然都是些没内容的话，没什么内涵，可我们却乐在其中… 如今同样的时间、同样的地点、甚至同样的人，许多许多的同样，可是唯一不同的是相处时的感觉，感觉不一样了… 我已经感觉不到那种温馨的气氛，围绕在四周的是尴尬的氛围… 再没有一家人相处时的感觉，反而犹如和陌生人同桌吃饭… 似乎我们聚在一起是因为习惯，因为习惯了上学期一起吃晚餐，如果现在不这么做会有点说不过去！我不喜欢这种感觉，我形容不出是怎样的感觉，但就是一种让我很不舒服、不自在的感觉！

2009年1月1日，吃完晚餐一个人走回家，因为是一个人，所以脑子里就想了很多莫名其妙的东西… 那时就在想，才过一个学期，才两个月不见，我们彼此就生疏成这样，那接下来的日子该怎么办？我们之间的距离会不会越来越远？会不会是因为我们的友谊建立得太快，相对的也很容易瓦解？又或者该像文杰讲的那样，一步一步慢慢的将友谊建立起来，拥有细水长流的友谊才是最好、最完美的…


2 Comments

Anonymous says:
January 11, 2009 at 1:14 PM

hmmm... why do you think the feeling between your coursemates is not the same ler??? you all have your gathering but perhaps people dont seem to talk as much as they use to...

if thats the case then take the initiative to bond everyone else together again...

things happen during the 2 months holidays.. maybe they just became quieter like how they were when they first arrived.. how did you all first bond in the first place?? orientation?? or your desire to know the other cmates you are with??

it may be good to do some crazy stuff... people tend to make sure that they stay composed ... and stay cool after the holidays... but if you can look back at the 1st sem... how many crazy things have all of you all done before??.. so let your hair down once in a while... dont get too wild though

or perhaps they just wasnt satisfied with their sem results and wanna be more serious this semester... but that doesn't mean you must let go of what you have to acheive that...

if you can....be the catalyst... be the one who will make things rite again... but don't stress yourself too much over it...
sometimes its good to talk about it with your cmates... because... this is not your burden alone... :)

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XtasyM says:
January 19, 2009 at 12:53 AM

Facts of life ... but dont give up ... try your best but not to force urself ... hopefully u find ur own true frens in this 4 years :)

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